Emotionally Drained: How I Bounced Back From Extreme Discouragement

When you’ve been struggling with something for a long time and you don’t seem to be making much progress, it’s perfectly natural to become discouraged and feel emotionally drained.

If that’s you, keep reading because I’m about to share how I came to the point of emotional exhaustion and the steps I took to get RECHARGED!

First, let me give you some background:
On the first of this month, I had a laparoscopic surgery. The goal was to confirm whether I had endometriosis and if I did, remove any adhesions to reduce pain and improve our chances of conceiving. I’ve had 3 pregnancy losses (two of which were ectopic) and everyone (us and the doctor) agreed that it was time to find out what was going on in there!

You’d think I would have been nervous about having a team of masked doctors snip and fiddle around INSIDE my body, but NOPE. I was in a great mood. I felt motivated and upbeat! 

You see, in my head, I had a plan. And my plan went like this: 1– have this surgery, 2– heal as fast as possible (as if I have any say so in that) and then 3– start trying to conceive again as soon as possible. All I could see was the end goal and I knew that this surgery was the way to get there.

Well, about a week later, when I should have been getting ready to put my grand plan into action, I found that I just… COULDN’T. I just couldn’t! The thought of logging daily temperatures into the fertility app or peeing on another ovulation stick made me want to buy a one way ticket to nowhere. I just could NOT.

I was a car that had completely run out of gas, which in my case was motivation and emotional fortitude. Tiredness was all I could feel in their place. 

I was tired of struggling with something that comes naturally to most women. Tired of encouraging myself all the time. Tired of being on the brink of tears at any given moment and bursting into actual tears at the drop of a hat. Tired of hoping. Tired of making hard decisions. Tired of picking up shattered expectations every failed month. TIRED, SO FREAKIN’ TIRED. 

So now what? My brain and my spirit were broken and tired but guess what? The goal is still the goal and the obstacles are still in my way. To encourage myself to keep it moving, this is what I had to do.


1. Plan Yourself a Pity Party (with an ending time)

Sometimes you just need to let the gravity of the situation wash over you. You’re not wrong for feeling frustrated and discouraged… as long as you don’t plan to feel that way forever! 

Plan your pity party- give yourself time to feel and acknowledge the hurt. BUT! Make sure to assign your pity party an ending time. Tell yourself, I’m going to let myself sulk for this many minutes or just today or even for this week. Then after that time has passed, make up your mind to pick up the pieces and go after it. 

For example, I’ve told myself that by the time I hit publish on this very post, I’m going to gather all of the strength I can muster and I’m going to keep it pushing. 

When you give yourself permission to be down, with the knowledge that you’re going to move on soon, you get rid of a lot of guilt. 

2. Read About Other People’s Breakthroughs

Sometimes when I need to refuel my will to keep going, I google something like “success after recurrent pregnancy loss” and read about other ladies that have overcome a complicated TTC journey.

EVERY single time I do this, I feel rejuvenated. You know why? Because I can see the possibilities again. Success no longer feels abstract or out of reach.

You can get encouraged in whatever area you are struggling with in the same way. Try googling stories of people that have been in a similar situation OR talk to others who have had the breakthrough you’re looking for. Getting through the difficult situation won’t feel so impossible when you know other people have done it.

watercolor mountains signifying the importance of looking for peace during emotionally stressful times

3. Take a Break 

Feeling emotionally spent should be an automatic signal that you need a break somewhere. 

When you’ve been stressed for a long time, it’s not unusual to develop burnout. When that happens, recover by giving yourself some time off. Granted, some things, like chronic illnesses for example, are impossible to take a break from. But, in the situations when you can afford a break, take it! 

Recently, a friend shared how emotionally drained she had become from unsuccessful relationships and dead-end blind dates. For her peace of mind, she decided to take a “no-dating” break for a few months before trying again. 

Don’t let things seem more of an emergency than they really are. To stay emotionally and mentally healthy, you need time off for your heart and mind to recover.

4. Confide In Someone

watercolor feathers showing that its important to have friends when you feel like you're the only one

Emotional validation is when someone shows you that they understand and accept what you are feeling and going through. 

When I share my struggle with my husband, sister or close friends, I feel heard and someone (besides myself for once) comforts and encourages me.

Granted, sometimes, it can be tough to find someone trustworthy and supportive enough to share your issues with. If you need help with that, I suggest you read: “5 Ways to Know You’re Confiding in the Right Person”. 

5. Look Around You! (Everyone is in a Struggle)

I don’t know if this is weird, but I find it extremely motivating to learn that even those that are rich and famous are struggling in the same ways that I am.

Did you know that: Michelle Obama had a miscarriage and used in vitro fertilization to get pregnant with both daughters, Malia and Sasha? 

Mark Zuckerberg and his wife had recurrent miscarriages. Remy Ma had two ectopic pregnancies like me! Jimmy Fallon, Celine Dion, Courtney Cox, Beyoncé- they all struggled with infertility or pregnancy losses.

Learning these things help me realize that I’m not alone and that I’m not some dysfunctional woman. Knowing that others, despite their money and influence, are in the same position I am, helps me realize that it’s not my fault and this is just life.

Try it! If you’re struggling with depression or anxiety for example, look at statistics! Find out just how many others are going through a similar journey. You’re not strange, you’re not alone and you can make it!

6. Fill Your Life Up 

My life and identity is bigger than my fertility. When I take a step back and look at all the different aspects of me, I have to admit that there is so much more to this woman than this one issue.

The same is true for you. While you wait or work on your breakthrough, fill your life up in other areas. Take up a new hobby, work on personal development, help others!

Don’t live an empty life just focusing on one problem.

The fuller your life feels, the easier it will be to tap into your personal strengths and rebound from being emotionally spent.

a blue watercolor door - keep your life full when you are feeling discouraged

7. Meditate on Encouraging Thoughts

Before my surgery, a good friend casually said something that really lifted my spirit. When I told her what I was going through, she casually said “you’re such a strong woman”. Those five words encouraged me so much, she has no idea! Whenever I started getting discouraged, I would think about that statement and it would motivate me to live up to that strength. 

What you think about directly shapes your everyday life. If you want to regain your emotional strength, you need to consistently feed on words and thoughts that are positive and motivating.

In my post “How To Be More Positive”, I discuss strategic changes that I made to eliminate negative thinking

8. Remind Yourself Of Past Victories

I often think about difficult times that I have already overcome and then use them as a point of reference to remember that I have what it takes to keep on going. 

For example, are you tired of hearing ‘No’ when you apply for desired jobs? Think about how hard it was for you to pass that tricky class in school and look at you now. The class is passed and long forgotten.

Are you discouraged by a trail of failed relationships? Just remember how challenging it felt to save up for that car you really wanted. You thought you’d never see the end of that struggle but alas, you were determined and you succeeded. That same determination hasn’t gone anywhere.

If we could keep going then, we can keep going now!

9. Be Nice to Yourself

a watercolor bouquet of lavender showing that you should pamper yourself with self care when you are feeling discouraged and emotionally exhausted

The concept of self care is EVERYWHERE right now, isn’t it? For good reason. 

Self care isn’t just about bubble baths and yoga. It’s also about treating yourself nicely when things are overwhelming and emotionally draining! Some ways you can be kinder to yourself are:

  • Don’t beat yourself up for not having it together all the time
  • Avoid toxic comparisons
  • Take a social media vacation 
  • Don’t be afraid to say ‘No’ to emotionally taxing commitments when you just can’t deal

You can only do so much!

10. Put on the Garment of Gratitude

One of my most encouraging verses (Isa. 61:3) says that God has “given us a garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness.” 

Remember that, like a garment/clothing, gratitude is something you can voluntarily put on or take off. When you start counting up all the things that are going right, it has the tendency to make the things that are going wrong look way smaller.

It takes creativity sometimes, but when it feels like nothing is going my way, I force myself to find things to be thankful about. 

I’m thankful that I live in the days of modern medicine and fertility options are more accessible than they have ever been before. I am thankful for a supportive spouse. Finally, I am thankful that time after time, the grace to keep going keeps finding me, despite how discouraged and drained I may get.

Feeling emotionally exhausted isn’t a one and done event. It will happen here and there but thankfully, you and I can overcome each time.


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